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| "What are we going to wear?" |
Kelly is at Brynawelon and asks Anita, “What are we going to wear for the big day out?”
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| "I'm fine as I am" |
Anita’s reply is that she is fine as she is, but Kelly tells her, “You’re not going to Morawel in your nightie!
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| "You look lush in lilac" |
“Now, then – you look lush in lilac – ideal for the seaside.”
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| "We're not going to the seaside" |
“We’re not going to the seaside,” protests Anita, so again Kelly informs her that they are going to the beautiful holiday home by the seaside that she owns with Siôn.
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| "There are those birds everywhere" |
“No, I don’t like the seaside – there are birds everywhere, the ones that make a lot of noise, you know – what do you call them?”
When Kelly suggests seagulls, she denies that;
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| Anita loudly imitates a gull's cry |
“The ones that go, ‘Ahhh! Ahhh!’” but she cannot remember the name and is told that it does not matter.
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| "Perhaps that's where Eira is hiding" |
Then Anita suddenly decides, “Perhaps that’s where Eira is hiding – what did you call it again? I bet you that’s where she is!
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| "I can't go to the seaside in my nightie, can I?" |
“Come on, I can’t go to the seaside in my nightie, can I?
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| "Or without my hat!" |
“And I can’t go to the seaside without my hat, can I?”
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| Hywel finds Llwyncelyn looking very empty |
Hywel goes to visit Gaynor at Llwyncelyn, and finds the place almost empty; he was going to suggest they could go for a walk or something, but then wonders if she is moving.
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| "I couldn't, even if I wanted to" |
“Well, I couldn’t, even if I wanted to because I’m on bail,” she replies, “Why are you looking at me like that?”
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| "There's nothing here" |
He looks around and remarks that there is nothing there,
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| "You're not throwing out family photos?" |
“You’re not throwing out photos of your own family, are you?”
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| "Everything that he's touched" |
She explains, “The frames, yes – anything that he’s touched. Prison will be better than living here with his stain over everything!”
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| "You won't go to prison" |
Hywel tries to tell her that she will not go to prison, but she snarls, “Who made you a judge?”
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| "Have you thought about appealing?" |
“Have you thought about appealing against it?” he wonders, but she dismisses the idea of the CPS dropping a case. He stresses that she was under Tom’s influence.
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| "I helped Tom stay out of prison!" |
Gaynor, however, is adamant that she helped Tom to stay out of prison and will have to live with that. “What about the circumstances?” he asks, but she just wants to leave it and asks him if he will get rid of the stuff for her.
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| "She's gone to Swansea" |
Ieuan goes to Y Felin and asks Indeg if she is on her own; she replies that Lleucu is upstairs. He wanted to speak to Siwsi, but unfortunately she has gone to Swansea.
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| "I was going to ask her to come to Morawel" |
“I was going to ask her to come to Morawel with us,” he explains, “We might not get another chance, now that we’re selling the place.
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| "Would you like to come?" |
“Would you like to come? We are having a picnic on the beach, but, if you’re busy . . .”
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| "I have been to see her a few times" |
She agrees that she has been to see Anita a few times,
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| "We'd love to have your company" |
so he would love to have her company.
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| The noise from upstairs changes her mind |
The sound of loud music is coming from upstairs, which causes Indeg to agree to go with them, which Ieuan is very pleased to hear.
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| Someone else doing the cleaning |
In the Deri, another cleaner (not Dani) is just leaving as Ows comes in, asking how his grandmother is.
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| "Just checking you're OK after yesterday" |
“Just checking you’re OK after yesterday.”
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| "That was quite an experience" |
She replies that it was an experience and that he should not worry about her.
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| "I'd really like to get to know you better" |
“Listen, I know I said I’d leave you alone, but I would really like to get to know you better.” Cassie would like that too. “Yesterday made things much clearer for me,” he goes on
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| "Sorry I didn't answer your letters" |
and Cassie apologises for not answering his letters, but he considers that it does not matter now.
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| "This village has a lot of history" |
“This village has a lot of history,” he says and Cassie agrees with that,
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| Some of it portrayed in the picture |
looking at the photos behind the bar, pointing out that a lot of it is good history. He wonders if she has photos of his father, and she confirms that she does have a few of him and also Ows’ mother.
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| "Come over to the flat after lunch" |
“I’m off after lunch – come over to the flat,” she invites him.
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| They arrive at Morawel |
They arrive at Morawel for the day out; Kelly, Anita and Ieuan, Diane and Indeg.
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| "Where's this work Siôn was talking about?" |
The first thing which Kelly notices is that there is no sign of the ongoing work which Siôn was talking about. Ieuan says that he did not specify exactly what work it was, so Kelly intends to text him.
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| "Not now, Kelly" |
“Don’t worry about that now, Kelly – we’re here to have a nice day with Anita,” Ieuan tells her, but Kelly protests that she cannot see any evidence of any work.
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| "What is this place?" |
Anita demands where they are and what is this place; when they explain to her, she wants to go home. “We’ve come all this way now – we’ll go home later,” says Ieuan.
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| "This is not Morawel!" |
Anita is not consoled, protesting that this is not Morawel, accusing Ieuan of lying to her.
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| "I know exactly that you're doing!" |
Diane has gone to get Kelly, but Anita is still shouting, “I’m not stupid – I know exactly what you’re doing – you’re carting me off to somewhere out of the way!”
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| "Why don't we have a cup of tea and a biscuit?" |
Indeg comes back and assures Anita that they are not trying to do that, suggesting, “Why don’t we have a cup of tea and a biscuit? I’ve spotted the custard creams and I know how much you like custard creams –
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| "Let's share a packet, shall we?" |
“let’s share a packet, shall we? Don’t tell anyone.”
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| "Good move, bringing her with us!" |
Kelly remarks to Ieuan that it was a good move, bringing Indeg with them.
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| Hywel goes to the solicitor's . . . |
Hywel approaches the door of Graham and Thomas solicitors, which has never featured in the programme, at least for several years,
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| . . . but we do not see him go in |
and rings the bell.
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| "We don't want them to see the evidence" |
At Morawel, Indeg clears up the crumbs, muttering to Anita, “We don’t want them to see the evidence, do we? And I don’t want them to blame me,
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| ". . . you ate three-quarters of that packet" |
“because you ate three-quarters of that packet.”
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| "You ate as many as me!" |
On the contrary, Anita maintains that Indeg ate as many as she did.
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| "Are you saying I'm greedy?" |
“Are you saying I’m greedy?”
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| "Does that cap fit?" |
“If the cap, fits,” Anita comments, so Indeg gives Anita her hat and asks whether the cap fits her. “You’re a character!” Anita laughs,
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| "Aren't you wearing your bracelet?" |
“Aren’t you wearing your bracelet? The gold one.”
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| "I don't have one" |
Indeg maintains that she does not have a gold bracelet and does not wear them because they make her arm itch. She looks around for some way to change the subject and discovers another packet of biscuits;
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| Indeg changes the subject with more biscuits |
“Where shall we hide these?” she asks, “Do you think there’s room under that hat?”
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| "The clothes went to a charity shop . . ." |
Hywel returns to Llwyncelyn, reporting that everything has gone; “The clothes went to a charity shop,
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| ". . . but saved the photos for you" |
“but I saved the photos for you and bought a new frame.”
Gaynor is grateful for that and ask if he fancies a cup of tea, as she has a new kettle which needs christening.
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| "The court case could take years" |
He continues that he has been thinking about what she said, that the court case could take years.
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| "Well, I'll have to live with that" |
“Well, I’ll have to live with that,” she concludes.
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| "Your solicitor thinks . . ." |
“Your solicitor thinks if he collects enough evidence, he might be able to persuade the CPS to drop the case.”
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| "You've spoken to my solicitor?" |
She is outraged that he has spoken to her solicitor.
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| "He said the CPS reviews these cases" |
“He said the CPS reviews these cases and that he has a right to ask for one.”
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| "I don't believe this!" |
“I don’t believe this!” snarls Gaynor; he continues that if the solicitor can explain what Tom did to her or present some additional evidence, they might drop the case against her.
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| "He would have to talk to you" |
Of course, he would have to talk to her first to get her consent.
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| "You had no right!" |
“You had no right!” she exclaims,
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| "It wouldn't do any harm" |
but Hywel insists that it would not do any harm.
“No harm? Going behind my back, discussing things without permission, making plans for me? Do you honestly think that’s what I need at the moment?
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| "Another man controlling me?" |
“Another man controlling me? I thought you understood.” She marches out of the room.
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| They are installed on the beach |
The chairs have been set up in a sheltered position on the beach and Indeg is looking at her phone as usual.
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| There does not seem to be much sun . . . |
Ieuan wonders where his hat is, then is handed it by Diane.
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| . . . but Diane is taking no chances |
Meanwhile, Kelly is taking off her shoes and socks, while Diane sprays her face, with Kelly pointing out, “It’s hardly the height of summer, Diane,” but she replies that she does not want any more wrinkles.
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| "Who's coming to dip their toes?" |
“Right, who’s coming to dip their toes?” asks Kelly.
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| "It's too cold to dip anything!" |
Diane maintains that water is too cold to dip anything in.
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| "You're wimps, the lot of you!" |
“Come on – we don’t come to the beach very often!” Kelly protests, “You’re wimps, the lot of you! Anyway, we want to see Ieuan’s legs, don’t we, Auntie Neet?”
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| "Protect your beautiful face!" |
Diane reminds Kelly to wear plenty of suncream to protect her beautiful face;
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| Ieuan applies sun cream to Anita |
Ieuan also applies some to Anita’s face. Indeg thinks that she will accompany Kelly and they run towards the waters edge.
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| "Oh to be young again"' |
“Oh, to be young again,”sighs Diane.
Ieuan agrees, “You know what? I’ll miss the old place.” Diane comments that has not been sold yet, so this does not have to be the last time.
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| "You haven't been coming here long" |
She reminds him that he has only been coming there since he has been with Anita.
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| "Time is measured by what you do with it" |
“Well, it feels like I’ve been coming here all my life,” he says, “But there we are, time is measured by what you do with it, isn’t it? Not by its length.”
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| "It was a stupid thing to do" |
Hywel makes a cup of tea and sits down with Gaynor; he apologises, “It was a stupid thing to do without asking you first.”
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| "As if I've lost all my senses!" |
“Going behind my back, as if I’ve lost all my senses,” she admonishes him, so he encourages her to go and speak with the solicitor herself.
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| "I don't want to talk to him" |
“I don't want to talk to him!”
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| Nevertheless, Hywel soldiers on |
“He has to collect evidence for the case – if he has enough, it might make the CPS look at things again,” he continues,
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| "I don't want them to do that!" |
but she makes it abundantly clear that she does not want them to look at things again.
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| "I feel terrible about it" |
“Gaynor, I know that Tom controlled you and I failed to see it – I feel terrible about that.”
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| "I'm not doing it to make you feel better" |
“Please, don’t make me talk to my solicitor just to make yourself feel better,” she snarls, “And you don’t have to feel bad about it – so many people warned me not to trust Tom – even Lois!
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| "I didn't even listen to my own daughter" |
“I didn’t even listen to my own daughter, so I’ve only got myself to blame.”
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| "That's no reason not to stand up for yourself" |
He insists that is no reason not to stand up for herself now,
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| "Let me deal with things my own way!" |
but she simply wants him to let her deal with things in her own way.
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| The sea is found to be a bit chilly |
Kelly and Indeg are paddling in the water and finding it freezing;
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| "I heard you're Lleucu's campaign manager| |
“I heard that you’re Lleucu’s campaign manager,” says Kelly.
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| "We quarrelled" |
Indeg replies that she is supposed to be but they have quarrelled,
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| "What about?" |
so naturally Kelly wants to know what about.
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| "Not what – who" |
“Not what – who,” is the reply, “She slept with this bloke I’d started seeing.”
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| "Do you know what? It happens" |
“Do you know what? It happens,” Kelly tells her, “Do you like him? Take it from someone who knows, right –
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| "Most of the time" |
“friends are worth a lot more than any man . . . most of the time.”
Indeg accepts that it was silly, but does not know how to get out of it,
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| "Take charge, make the first move" |
so is advised by Kelly, “You’re older than her – take charge, make the first move.”
Then Kelly is asked whether she is seeing anyone and enigmatically answers, “Sort of,”
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| They return to the water's edge |
then they head back to the water for one last go, with Kelly larking around.
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| Anita waves to them . . . |
Anita is smiling as she watches them and waves;
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| . . . and Kelly waves back |
Kelly waves back and, in Anita’s mind,
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| For a moment, Anita imagines they are someone else |
they are transformed into two people from her past, presumably herself and her sister, Amanda.
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| Ows is shown some photos |
In the Deri flat, Ows is showed some photos from his mother’s and father’s wedding. “You can have that, if you want,” Cassie tells him.
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| "Mam was ill for so long" |
He wanted to ask about his father, but his mother was so ill for so long, there was no chance to think about anything else; “Just looking after her and trying to make the time she had left as good as possible. When she died, everything felt so empty – she was the only family I had left.”
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| "You have more now" |
Cassie points out that he has more now, as she has another child, Em, “But they and I don’t contact each other much.”
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| "They?" |
Ows queries the term ‘they’
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| "It took a while to accept it" |
and she says that it took a while to accept it, but now she is fine.
“But after everything that happened, I cut all contact with everyone and turned my back. Perhaps yesterday changed things.”
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| "I have one more thing to show you" |
She has one more thing to show him, which she has never shown to anyone else before.
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| "Seagull!" |
As they walk up the beach, with Ieuan and Diane supporting Anita, a seagull can be heard, so Anita turns and exclaims, “Seagull!” with Ieuan remarking that they make a hell of a noise. He asks who wants some more food before they make a move.
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| "Tuna and sand sandwiches" |
Diane complains that there are only tuna and sand sandwiches left and she confides to Anita that it is the taste of sand that she is worried about.
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| "A little bit of the beach" |
Kelly has found a particularly interesting shell which she gives to Auntie Neet, describing it as, “A little bit of the beach to take home with you.”
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| "You're one on a million, Amanda!" |
“Oh, you’re one in a million, Amanda,” Anita replies.
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| "I won't let anyone take advantage of you" |
Kelly promises that she is going to protect Anita and that she will not let anyone take advantage of her.
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| Anita feels secure |
There are tears in Kelly’s eyes.
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| "I haven't looked at these for a while" |
“I haven’t looked at these for a while – I couldn’t,” comments Cassie as she opens a box
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| Steffan at a very young age |
and shows Ows a photo of his father when he was a little boy. “Look how innocent he was – giving birth to him was easy compared to what came afterwards. Easier than giving birth to Em – I’d like you to meet Em –
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| "We can't change what's happened" |
“we can’t change what’s happened, only what’s to come.
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| "Now we have to sell it" |
As they prepare to leave Morawel, Kelly tells Diane, “I have no connection to this place, but now we have to sell it.”
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| "So that Anita can have the best care" |
She is reminded that it is so Anita can have the best care money can buy and that it is the end of a chapter.
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| "And she doesn't even know it" |
“Yeah – and she doesn’t even know it,” sighs Kelly.
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| On the way back to the car . . . |
Anita is being wheeled back towards the car when she orders Ieuan to stop,
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| . . . Anita does not want to leave |
maintaining that she is not ready to go. He reminds her that they have to go, but she begs for another five minutes.
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| "The rush hour will be starting" |
“Look, by the time we get to the main road, the rush-hour will have started and Diane is not very good at driving on the dual carriageway.”
This makes no difference, and Anita is still adamant that she does not want to go yet.
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| "You go and find Diane and Kelly" |
Indeg comes over, instructing her grandfather to go and find Diane and Kelly.
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| "We can come back any time you want" |
She informs Anita that they have to go, “But I’m sure we can come back here any time you want.”
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| "They said it would be the last time" |
Anita points out that they said it would be the last time; “It doesn’t have to be – we can come back again, if you want.
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| "You're the only one who's being honest with me" |
“You’re the only one who’s being honest with me,” Anita declares,
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| She hands over her shell |
as she gives the seashell which Kelly found to Indeg, who says that it is pretty.
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| "I'm glad you're here, Eira" |
“I’m so glad that you’re here, Eira,” says Anita.
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| "And I'm glad to be here" |
Indeg assures her that she is glad to be there.
